Tell myself!!

Can I bring my family to another country where there is no one who knows us?
They have suffered a lot!
Can I give up my recent life and to make a new life which there is only happiness?
Lord, please listen to my prayer.
I need your guidance!
One day, they will be healed and we have happy life.

How you feel when you want to cry but there is no tears?
How you feel when you want to shout but no place for you to shout?
How you feel when you want to do something but you couldn't?
You hope for something but you can't tell because result may not be the same as you wish.
The most suffering one is, you want to tell the truth but you just can't open the mouth!
You have no strengths to do so!

Tell myself to be realistic. Get a good life in the future so that your parents will have a great life.
Tell myself to be strong to face challenges and obstacles.
Tell myself to study hard while I still have chances.
Tell myself to treat others well while I still have heart.
Tell myself not to give up while I still have future.
Tell myself to serve Lord while I can.
Tell myself to be the best while I'm still alive.
Tell myself always thankful because Lord gives me breath.

I believe one day, everything will be alright.
Tell myself to be patient. Tell my parents to be patient.
God will give us way.

He is Lord,
And He lives, Yes He lives!
We are alive because Jesus lives!