Wednesday 29 February 2012

Hatred!!!!!!


IPG life~~
It's really boring!!
I really don't like what I am studying now.
Now I realize. How stupid I am.
Our college has nothing. Most of the trainees are forced to join the activities.
We have no "had" to choose what we want. We have limited choices.
Haiz. Now I am imagine others' college's life..........
Fine. This is what I choose to be at first! What to do??!!

Thursday 23 February 2012

A friend's "LOVE"


Sometimes, the best way to stay close to someone you love is by being just a friend. :)

Sleep Paralysis

 
 
Amazing Medical Facts of the Body
Believe it or not, your body is virtually paralyzed during your sleep – most likely to prevent your body from acting out aspects of your dreams. Glands begin to secrete a hormone that helps induce sleep and neurons send signals to the spinal cord which cause the body to relax and later become essentially paralyzed.

Sleep Paralysis is thought to be demons or ghosts sitting on ones chest, while the sleeper is aware of what is happening. Here are some of the symptoms of Sleep Paralysis:

Buzzing in ears
Unable to move or call out
Halucinations
Sense of danger
Pressure on chest or face

During an episode, the sleeper can see everything in the room but some things my look distorted. Sometimes the victim will feel a presence or even see a figure in your room and begin to panic. These are very frightening and I even experienced a few.

Sometimes it is associated with a few sleep disorders. Here is a list of factors that can cause such an episode:

Sleeping on your back
Irreguar sleeping patterns
Stress
Depression
Anxiety
Lucid dreaming

Have you ever experienced this "Old Hag Syndrome?"
 
 
Well, I am having this every night before. 
Recently I am getting better. Thank God.
But I am still, will feel sudden fear before I fall asleep.
I am afraid it will come to me again.
I always pray to God to have a good night and peaceful sleeping time.

Happiness and Stress!



Yeah~~ this is the product. Baked rice with Ham.
Look nice right?
Really delicious, and it's easy to make. :)
I will try it when I have my own kitchen. Hehe.

 Well, fell again and injured. :(
However, that afternoon I got the unexpected results.
I got good results in every sections!
And I can high jump also.
I never knew that before.
I was a shock! :)
Thank God.
Nothing bad happened~

 ASSIGNMENT!!
It killed my days! Hate it!

Get along well ya!

Human beings~~ Why do we have brains?
Think think think...
Everything through thinking process,
which sometimes makes us too easy or too complicated,
and sometimes hurts us.

There are 2 and half year to get along together, why don't you guys just get along well together?
I am upset and frustrated when I saw you guys are separating doing own things.
Each of everyone of us, we are different. If you can bear with certain people's way of doing, why don't just voice out?
Stabbing other people back feeling good?
Not solving the problem?
Instead of stabbing, affecting your friends some more. Getting a "cold war" and making the situation awkward.
Not voicing out your feelings and thoughts and doing things the other way and making lots of excuses, it is obvious.

My Christian friends, why are you gambling?
God, please forgive us. They do not know what they are doing, and I do not take action to advice them. Please forgive us!
My Christian friends, why are you start the so call "cold war" first?
I am lost! And I feel disappointed.

Even though I am listening and agree with some points and even voicing out my thoughts,
but I am still getting along with them, not ignoring them, not giving excuses to avoid joining them.
I am bad, and I am sinful. I am talking bad about other people too.
However, I asked forgiveness from God and trying not to do things that God doesn't want us to do.

My friends, please do get along well.
Be patient.
Voice out your opinion or express your feeling.
That may hurt others, but it helps to solve the problems.

Stay friendship forever! Do not ruin our relationship because of certain things.
It is Satan's work! Please do not fall into the temptation!

Friday 17 February 2012

Never Give Up

As a leader of a group, it's difficult.
Those never been on the top never knew the feeling.
I know. 
The only best way you can do is keep on doing it till the end.
You'll never give up until you see the result.
People will let you down, but God never will!
When you facing problem, turn your face, your heart again to God.
Never give up because of the people around you.

A Week Just Passed, Thank God


3rd time donated my blood. A bit high blood pressure making the process of "transferring" my blood faster. Haha. 

A funny thing happened this week.
My forehead till my jaw is painful.
Well, let's start the story.
I was at church that night.
When I was going to washroom, I didn't realise the glass door was closed.
I walked and hit into the glass door.
OUCH!! (It was really painful at that moment)
I thought I was nose bleeding.
But luckily it was my lips.
(Thinking of it again and laughing now :DD)
First time I did a thing like this.



Looking at books, all the notes and articles...
I'm having headache now.
Assignments again. >_<

A week just passed.
I'm thankful as everything is going very well.
Thank God.
He's still waking me up every morning and guides my days.
I love you, Lord!!

Saturday 11 February 2012

惊慌逃亡


伤口就是,你以为它愈合了,阴天时就会疼。提醒你受过伤。有些伤口,一直会在。看似没心没肺的人其实挺容易感伤,都压在很深的地方. 碰到一点阳光,碰到一点相似的情节,碰到一点熟悉的背影甚至碰到一点眉眼,就会不知所措地惊慌逃亡。

可以知道她的感受了.
就算她说她放开了, 但有时候想起, 心还是会隐隐的作痛.

你要开心点噢! :)

宁愿错过

“无论你有多喜欢对方,爱情里的主动必须是男人。如果这个男人不主动,宁愿错过。”

这句       是真的吗?

A statement which made me think more!

One of my friend said, It's not a must to go to church's activity such as youth.
She said depends on one person's heart, if you have trust in God, He definitely will listen to your prayer.
It's not really saying that doing prayer in church is more powerful.

Hmm. After few minutes, I think again. I am not agree with that statement.
If everyone thinks the same thing, I think we do not need church anymore.
Why should a church has prayer meeting, fellowship, cell group, Sunday school and church service every week?
Activities in church have been held all this time is to help us, as a christian to listen to God's words, make our spiritual stronger, interact with more people and share what God has done in each of everyone of us, pray for each other, do more caring work on the people who need us, bringing more lost sheep to the church and know Jesus and many many more.

You may not be strong every time. One day you will corrupt. Not necessary physically, but spiritually. 
You can stay in your house, read Bible and pray everyday.
If you have no strong will, you may not continue until the end of the day.
You can say you are strong and have faith in God. 
But when Satan is attacking you and make you fall into temptation, what will you do.
Are you fighting alone with God?
You can win. But you may feel afraid and lost.
You need support from brothers and sisters. As what has written in Bible, "we are one family."
You can share everything and tell your needs, people can pray for you.
There is one quote, who said that, "有祷告, 有力量; 没祷告, 没力量; 多祷告, 多力量."

Bible defines church as a person. we are the church because our body is the holy temple for Holy Spirit. So, it can be said, we are the church. Which mean wherever we go we can pray powerfully.
Not definitely praying in church is more powerful. But in this case, we cannot ignore the church!

Church is our second home.
Remember how you know our Father.
There was someone who brought us to the church.
From there, we read Bible together, we pray together and we have love towards each other.

Wednesday 8 February 2012

LOVE

A guy who loves a girl very much. He keeps on waiting for her to give him a second chance.
He should be suffering this few years.

Another guy who's willing to let go a girl as he knows that the girl he loves will find a guy who will love her and protect her. He chooses to bless the future of the girl.

What's LOVE?

There's a kind of guy, finding his next girl to heal his wound.

And it could be he wants to make the girl jealous by showing his good life with another girl to her.

"Dead", he chooses this way to show his love.

How LOVE has changed a person's life?


Tuesday 7 February 2012

A MEANINGFUL TUESDAY


      • 41 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • ivy, my mum listened angel talking to her..
      • 41 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • har??
        • angel?
      • 41 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • bad angel?
      • 40 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • nope.. she said is good angel..
        • real angel sent by God..
      • 40 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • really?
        • what did angel talk to her?
      • 37 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • tat one ar.. a bit private.. will talk about it when we meet..
      • 36 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • oh
        • okok
        • hehe
        • no problem
      • 36 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
      • 35 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • but need to make sure the source tat talks to u
        • is he/she the angel that send b y god to u?
      • 34 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • is a gal's voice.. still rmbr i said b4 i hav a cousin who is pastor?
        • my mum told her also..
      • 34 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • ooo
      • 34 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • she said no problem..
        • hmm..
      • 33 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • oh...
        • ok...meaning no problem ad...
      • 33 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • ya.. 
        • hmm.. but i stil hav a lot worries.. i dunno is about wat..
      • 31 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • u got worries?
        • what do u worry about?
      • 30 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • i dunno.. feel likes a lot of things stuck..
      • 29 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • fr eg?
        • for example?
        • worry bout what?
        • relationship
        • ?
        • studies?
        • or church ministries?
        • or family?
      • 26 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • everything about myself..
      • 24 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • hmm...
        • what cause u to think so much?
        • is there anything happened to you recently?
      • 22 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • nth happen.. when i tink of my life, i feel grateful and regret too..
      • 21 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • hmm
        • girl
        • that's the process of growing up
        • meaning u're getting mature
        • u will spend some time to think of urself
        • think of ur future
        • that's lots of challenge in front of us to confront
        • we cant stop the challenge in our life
        • because life still goes on...
        • so the only think we can do is
        • rely on God
        • He will lead us...
        • no matter in what field
        • in ur relationship, in ur family, in ur studies, in your life..
        • everything, He knows.....
        • i also did met the same problem with you
        • i also will feel regret and thankful
        • that's called life
        • so..why dont we appreciate and always be thankful by doing the right things?
        • dun let your life exist of the word regret...
        • if really do have regrets in ur life before
      • 19 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • let it be a lesson...
        • now look forward and having a great life without regrets...
        • we're still very youngt
        • there's lots of work and challenge waiting for us...
        • dun worry, girl
        • be confident
        • tell yourself...I CAN MAKE IT!!
        • trust God, you can make it!!!
      • 16 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • when i listened to my mum's sharing, i realized a lot, i hav not done my best b4.. i missed a lot.. so now i have been really seeing prayer is a very important thing.. i hav been thinking a lot this few nite and using lots of tears.. i cant speak out my heart..
      • 15 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • yeah..
        • talk to God with ur true heart...
        • we cant lie to God
        • because He knows everything..
        • girl, u're growing up!!!...^^
      • 13 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • thank God~ 
      • 12 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • ^^
      • 7 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • Thank you Ivy..
      • 5 minutes ago
        Ivy Lai
        • u're welcome bah!!
        • if gt anything, u can share with me
        • if i can help you, sure i will try my best to help you...=))
      • 4 minutes ago
        Cindy Teng
        • okie~:)

  • YOU KNOW WHAT. iVY IS REALLY A GOOD LEADER IN OUR GROUP.
    SHE HAS HELPED ME A LOT.
    I AM HERE SHARING WHAT WE HAVE CHATTED.
    I FEEL RELIEF IF CHATTING WITH HER.
    SHE ALWAYS THERE LISTEN AND GIVING SUPPORT TO ME.
    WHATEVER HAPPEN TO ME, SHE IS THE ONE BESIDE ME.

    SOMETIMES, YOU MAY NOT WANT TO TELL FRIENDS WHO YOU ALWAYS STICK WITH.
    YOU MAY WANT TO TELL A FRIEND WHO IS CLOSE TO YOU AND UNDERSTAND YOU.
    I FOUND ONE.
    IN FUTURE I WOULD LIKE TO BE AS HER, WHO IS WILLING TO HELP OTHER.
    WHO IS A LOYAL SERVANT OF GOD.
    MAY GOD BLESS HER AND HER FAMILY.

    YOU KNOW WHAT, I ALWAYS TAKE A LONG TIME 'CHATTING' WITH GOD.
    YA, SOMETIMES WHEN I WAS TIRED AND DID A SHORT 'CONVERSATION' WITH GOD,
    I WILL REGRET AND ASK FORGIVENESS FROM GOD.
    I KNOW HE IS LISTENING.

    BE AWARE OF WHAT IS HAPPENING AROUND YOU.
    THERE WILL LOTS OF CHALLENGES COME TO YOU.
    BE READY TO FACE IT WITH BRAVENESS.
    OVERCOME THE PROBLEMS AND APPRECIATE EVERYTHING WHICH HAS GIVEN TO YOU BY GOD.
    EVERYTHING MIGHT BE ARRANGED. REMEMBER!